In my end is my beginning....

This post has to come to a stop...
About that there is no doubt at all...

This blog journey has been very interesting and its made me explore a lot of facets in me. It gave me time to get in touch with my creativity for which I was not getting any time. Writing has always been something dear to my heart and it will continue to remain so, but maybe somewhere else now, in a state of oblivion. This journey ends here and maybe in it lies a beginning somewhere which i'll have to search for.
Last but not the least, a blog is also made up of its readers. Thank you all for coming each day and sharing you views and thoughts with your comments and making this blog a hangout spot for at least some part of your day. Soon this blog will be in the section of dead blogs in your links and it would be like a dusty archive but nonetheless i hope the memories linger on and here's wishing the best to each one of you. Thanks and keep "living everyday to the fullest"......

Ghutan...

Yeh ajeeb sa vaatavaran
Darr ka taandav rachta yeh mann
Soch ki anginat kashish
Yeh mann ki kaisi ranjish
Yeh dhuvidha ki ghutan.....

Har jagah yeh na thamti bheed
Phir kyun hai is paagal mann ko umeed
In khaanpte hoton pe ek paigaam
Phir jaane kya hoga kaisa anjaam
Yeh khamoshi ki ghutan....

Haathon mein khaanch ke tukde
Pairon mein paththar ki lakeerein
Main chali jaa rahi is jeevan ki pariksha mein
Naa jaane kis aakanksha mein
Yeh khula aasman thandi hawa de raha
Phir bhi naa jaanu main
Kyun hai saanson ki ghutan...

Jhalak....

Un mehki Fizayaon Mein....
Goonjhti Hui Tumhari Aawaaz Thi...
Ek ajeeb si madhoshi chhayi mujhme....
Jo main us awaaz ki or..
Kheechi chali aayi....
Woh ek awaaz ki jhalak thi....

Deewanon ki tarah athkheliyaan lagata yeh dil...
Lag rahi thi us nadaan ko nazdeek manzil....
Saanjh ke dhoop mein chalti hui parchaayee chaayi....
Mere mann mein hazaar umangon ne muskurayi...
Woh ek parchaayee ki jhalak thi....

Door kahin chidiyon ne awaaz lagayi...
Pardo ne ajeeb si kahaani sunayi...
Aisa laga ki kahin ghanti kisine bajayi...
Kirnon ne meri palkein jagayi...
Aakhir woh ek palak ki jhalak thi...

Exercising rainbow.......

At last the new year dawned and it was about time that I stuck to my exercising agenda that I had been dillydallying with for quite sometime now. Just making statements to friends, both online and offline that I would start it soon didn't help much:p They got so fed up that I think after sometime whenever that topic came up, they even stopped making comments:p And I told I would begin it in the new year and oh boy, what a start it has been!!!
The trainer is a lady in her mid-30s and she is so flexible that I'm ashamed of the laziness that has gotten into my body cos of the sedentary lifestyle and me taking my fitness for granted. Three sessions are over as of now and don't ask..its been too rigorous. I guess I should be fine by the end of 2 weeks. I have heard that people see stars in daylight sometimes, well I happen to see rainbows, constellations, dunno what not!! After the regime, I am completely dazed out and I'm like "main kahaan hoon" kinds as in the typical Bollywood movies:p The motivating factors around are defintely the crowd and the music that peps me up;) !!
Well as of now, I have gotten this far in takin the intiative to start exercising and I am sure that I'll continue cos I'm beginning to like it and I'm not gonna give up too soon for sure:) So wish me luck and I hope some people who had given up hope on me exercising are happy now;)

Exams and blah blah.....

The week that passed by has been one helluva week in the sense that it was almost looking like a neverending week after a certain stage for me. Exams dont help in creating a wee bit of interest in me anyways , but if you have 2 papers a day, its like "sone pe suhaaga". I used 2 land up studying for none of the exams the previous evening and in the morning I used 2 get tense and start making plans first as to how to score the minimum passing marks. Well this is all thanks to my engineering attitude which says the golden rule that "get the magical score of 40 to avoid a KT"!! Only thing in MBA, I realised that the magical score was 50...which didnt help in reducing my last minute stress even a bit:p And the icing on the cake this time was bad health because of the weather change and pollution in Mumbai. It was only sheer will power and some good wishes that helped me give my exams successfully and I'm thankful for that:) Anyways my exams went much better than expected and I am kinda relieved now:) This li'l break is kind of feeling weird and this is what I call as the post-exam syndrome or the book keeda:p See a book and you just want to read it:p Nah...just planning to catch in on my precious sleep and start doing something that I have been postponing for a while:p 2006 is gonna be decisive in more ways than one! More on that later...

Its A New Year.....

The calendar moved

from

31-12-2005

to

01-01-2006

That mere change in time brings joy throughout the world and everyone rejoices, of course according to their respective time zones.

Its a New Year!!

Its like a new sunrise.....of Hope, of Prosperity, of Happiness
Its like a new beginning....of Thoughts, of Words, of Actions
Its like a new day.....of Energy, of Strength, of Ideas
Its like a bunch of whole new things...of Prayers, of Friends and of Love

HAPPY 2006 EVERYONE!!!